"I'm Going To Stop Pretending That I Didn't Break Your Heart"

Descobri esta música há algum tempo. Naquela altura, naquele momento, esta voz, as palavras, eram o que eu precisava de ouvir. O que precisava que me dissesses.

Passaram anos, 3 ou 4 como na música. O tempo passou. Estamos diferentes, tu e eu. Talvez não assim tanto. Os teus olhos ainda me olham, doces, curiosos, perdidos. O meu coração ainda acelera sempre que te vejo sorrir. Mas mudámos, tu e eu.

Hoje, não sei bem porquê, lembrei-me de ti e esta música fez sentido outra vez...

"I'm gonna tell you what you need to hear
And i'm a little too late
By three or four years
And it may not make much sense
Now that we are apart
But i'm going to stop pretending
That i didn't break your heart

You see i never thought enough of myself
To realize that losing me could mean
Something like the tears in your eyes
And i want to tell you i'm sorry
And it's too late to start
But i'm going to stop pretending
That i didn't break your heart

And it's christmas eve
Years down the line
Sitting here wishing i'd treated you better
When you were mine
And i have no way of knowing where you are
But i'm going to stop pretending
That i didn't break your heart

I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't know what i was doing
But i know what i have done"

Eels